红色的小喇叭

Hayden (Paul Hayden Desser) - Everything I Long for (1995)



01 - Bad As They Seem
02 - In September
03 - We Don't Mind
04 - Tragedy
05 - Stem
06 - Skates
07 - I'm To Blame
08 - Assignment In Space With Rip Foster
09 - Driveway
10 - Hardly
11 - You Were Loved
12 - When This Is Over
13 - My Parent's House
14 - Lounging
再有一个小时我们就都要上班了
我给你老板打电话说你今天不舒服
你也跟我老板说我今天病倒了你就说你是我妈

然后我们一边找电话亭
一边排练刚才的谎话

粗糙乖戾恼火无奈并困兽犹斗。
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01 – Bad as They Seem
Girl of my dreams...
Things are as bad as they seem
She is only sixteen
That's why she's only a dream
Woman of my dreams...
Lives right down my street
Has a daughter who's sixteen
That's why she's only a dream

What do I do this for?
Got to get out some more
Go down to the grocery store
Meet someone I'll adore
Someone who'll make me laugh
Someone to be my better half
Keep me warm under the sack
Share with me my midnight snack

Job of my dreams...
Things are as bad as they seem
Working where I did at fourteen
Making less pay it seems

(Chorus)
House of my dreams...
Things are as bad as they seem
My parents' house I'll stay for free
Until I'm at least fourty-three
(Chorus)

02 – In September

While at a party, told you that he loved you.
And I don't Need to know this
Need to know this
And I don't wanna know this
wanna know this

Tell me the way they are with you
Tell me exactly what they do
Things that you say don't need to proove
That what i have is much to loose.
And I don't need to

Take this shit from you.
And I don't want you
Calling me up at 2.
Just to tell me, that some guy you met who,
While at a party came just looking at you.

And we never should have said that, In September
We shouldn't go away but stay together.
Tell me the way to be with you.
Tell me exactly what to do.
Things that you say don't need to proove,
That what I have is love for you.
for you
for you

03 – We Don’t Mind

it was a tuesday morn in November
i slept at your house the night before
we couldn't wait to get up to go for
a big breakfast in an old fashioned diner
a full meal six coffee refills later
we both have to be at work in an hour
let's call in sick i suggest to her
i'll call your boss and tell her that you're under
the weather, you'll call mine, you will tell her
that i'm very sick and that
you're my mother

so we walk down the street
looking for a phone booth we
rehearse what we're going to say
so that we can have this day
away...

we find a phone booth with room for two
i call your boss and i don't speak the truth
they're pretty mad about you but they'll get through
you call my work in my mother's voice
they believe you

and it starts to rain outside
in our phone booth we hide
it doesn't let up until 5
squished together we don't mind
we don't mind...

04 - Tragedy

Broken bottle won't hurt me
Nothing worse that I have dreamed
Gun shot in my chest you'll leave
I can take that you will see

Late at night is when I dream
Horrible things are what I see
Hard for me to believe
I wake up and I won't freeze

Car crash highway tragedy
Nothing worse than I have dreamed
Loss of my best friend I grieve
I can take that you will see

05 – Stem

I bought a
rose to give to you
A windy day, the pettles flew
From the stem into the street
I tried to catch them with my feet
I got to your door, you looked to see
Through the peep-hole right at me
You let me in and I just froze
I gave you a stem, it was a rose
Was a rose, was a rose

06 - Skates

When I was younger, a part-time job worker
Department store centre, I saw a man enter
He was middle-aged, deep lines on his face
Tight mouth and eyes glazed
Eyelids just half-raised

And I looked at him, he looked at me
He looked so sad, I had to see
What did he want, what could it be
What had he been through before me seeing him
In the store I worked for that year, that year

Ice skates he asked for, In the middle of summer
He wanted a good pair, the price he did not care
I looked for his size, our best pair he tried
Costom back and sides, excitement in his eyes

Chorus

I asked are you a pro, he looked sad and said no
These skates are my last hope
Without them i cannot cope

And he said my wife, she drowned this summer
Behind our house, the river took her
I cannot swim, I need to find her
I will wait till it freezes over

And then I will skate, as far as it takes
I will skate as far as it takes, to bring her back home
To bring her back home, to bring her back home
Back home

07 – I’m to Blame

I considered your letter
I understood your questions

I'm wasting away,
I've gone astray,
Take me away,
I know what you'll say.
I'm to blame,
didn't want change,
things can't stay the same way.

Come get me, I'm ready
My minds changed
will you take me?

I'm wasting Away
I've gone astray
Take Me away
I know what you'll say

08 - Assignment in Space with Rip Foster

(Instumental)

09 - Driveway

baby on the drive,
time is almost five
laundry basket i
sit in while lee tries
to tell me i should know,
tell me i would grow,
sticking fourteen stones
gently up my nose.
so i shoved one up
until it got stuck
five more then i'm done
playing with lee's no fun,
dad came out the front door and he saw
only lee sticking a rock
up his nose while i just watched
dad chased him around the block

dad caught him real quick
then he gave him shit
hospital by six
his nose the doctors fixed.
i sit on the drive
waiting till they arrive
nose is full inside
trying to stay alive

lee was too scared to tell dad how many
stones up my nose no one says
till one day a bleeding face
stone falls from my nose they say
they say

10 - Hardly

could i be the one thing
missing from your life
and from your everyday?
i need you to be beside me,
why don't you call me and we'll see?
i see you having coffee
you are almost beside me,
laughing with your friends.
i tell lorraine to look at you,
i tell her i need to tell you

i don't know you
but i want to
i just can't leave here
without telling you --
just how lonely i've been lately.
you are just as lonely, maybe?
we should go out for some coffee.

i wonder how i can
give you my phone number,
and not be so afraid?
i ask lorraine to give it to you
when i go to the washroom.
i return to the table
i look, but i'm unable
to find you anywhere.
i ask lorraine to look for you,
i tell her i need to tell you

don't know you
but i want to
i just can't leave here
without telling you --
just how lonely i've been lately.
you are just as lonely, maybe?
we should go out for some coffee

on the way out the door
lorraine lets me know that she went up to you
and gave you my number and said
'call him or else he'll be sad.'

and i waited, for two weeks and
i realized that you'd never call me
how could i have been so stupid
i should have gone up to you and
told you myself how you make me feel

11 – You Were Loved

analyzed, thought it over too much
criticize myself way too much
i will utilize the energy i have left
to say goodbye
to you and i will survive.
'cause i lost what i once found in you.

take your smoke
coughing choking, there is no hope
take your records away
i hate folk.
pack your bags and don't forget your coat
it's cold outside, but you'll survive.

'cause i lost what i once found in you.

11 – When This is Over

I wake up
Beside you, in mom's car
I try to get you out,
You're strapped to the backseat
I am too.

The car is rolling into to water.
Why are we
Strapped to our seats,
Trapped,
What did we do?
I cleaned my room just as she asked me to.

Filling up, dirty water,
My chin's up, going under.
You're still asleep, baby brother.
I'll wake you up when this is over.

The car is rolling into to water.
Why are we
Strapped to our seats,
Trapped,
What did we do?
I brushed my teeth just as she asked me to.

This is it, baby brother,
One more breath together
We're almost under water
Where is mom?
I miss her.

The car has rolled into the water.
Why are we dying in this way,
What did we do?
I was nice to him,
Her boyfriend, this is stupid
When people come to search the lake
We'll be found in our pajamas
They will see
A big mistake is all that this must be.

13 – Bunkbed

Lee and I
had a beautiful bunkbed
The bottom was mine to keep rain from my head
Yoga, my mom, took when I was young
She said she'd teach me moves when she got home
CHORUS:
I bounced my bed
I hurt my head
I saw red I thought I'm dead
From my bunkbed
I hate bunkbeds
Waited til ten for her to come on in
To show me how she learned to twist her limbs
That's great, show me, it looks like so much fun
Just once, oh please, I'll sleep when I am done
(chorus)
Hole in my head, from a nail on Lee's bed
They stitched me up, but I wanted to talk instead
(chorus)

14 – I Almost Cried

We saw a movie once where the hero had
This may sound silly such honour and
He protected all those he loved
With such power it made me glad
When we left the show I know it's so
Different from those days long ago
I held your hand and didn't let go
Until you were safe inside your home
The hero's family and friends all died
He couldn't help them no matter how he tried
Fate was stronger he could not deny
The story moved me I almost cried
When we left the show I know it's so
Different from those days long ago
I kept looking behind us hoping no
One was following us on our way back home

15 – My Parents’ House

Time, time
when you stayed over
We stayed in bed forever
The mail piled at the door
Time, time we lost track of the hours
Pizza boxes towered
On the floor beside the bed
Time, our bodies sore from something
Surely wasn't walking
Our friends thought we were dead
And I can't recreate those times we used to have
Without you there, baby
Let's meet next month at my parent's house
they'll be away like they were then
Away like they were then
Time, you met someone new
Someone who likes you
Not like I liked you
Time, you ask him if he'll mind
Of course he'll surely mind
So just leave him for me
And will you meet me and try to set things right
And want things to be right
And I bet we'll stay in bed for days and never leave
And never want to leave
And never have to leave

16 – Lounging

We saw a movie where the hero had
This may sound silly such honour and
He protected all those he loved
With such power it made me glad

When we left the show I know it's so
Different from those days long ago
I held your hand, didn't let go
Until you were safe inside you home

The hero's family and friends all died
He couldn't help them, matter how he tried
Fate was stronger he could not deny
The story moved me I almost cried